hmm btw, about 9 or 10pm he sms me. it seems that he's running out of credit, so he cant sms me from his cellphone. he asked what dream i was dreaming and he also said that he misses me. cant help to say the same thing, but still kinda afraid to get hurt like the other day. so i told him that i cant expect anything ... like he gonna see or something like that. i only said that it seems like he can solve his own problem, and that he doesnt need me to help him in anyway. after all, that's what i'm getting from him.

chat with adjie today. wow, that guy really opened my mind about so many things. i even saved our conversation. it was not a coincidence! his words were all the things i need to know, and hear. phew ... thank God for sending him today!